OHHHHH! Well thank you tumblr anon! I wish you weren’t anonymous so i could thank you personally. It’s a very kind thing to say, i have been trying quite hard lately to lose it, but i’m not done yet. many more lbs to go!
At this point in one’s life, you’d think that one would get a little depressed at never having had a girlfriend. However, thanks in part to my sister, I’ve learned to really just leave it in God’s hands FINALLY! I’ve been single all these years for a reason and I know that through prayer and with God’s graces, I will find that reason and He will put a women in my life that I desire. For now though, there are some things that I know for sure my future girl needs to know about me and how our relationship will be.
"I will kill spiders, I will share my fries when you’ve finished all of yours and are still hungry. I won’t ever pop my collar. I will never be rude to your tummy—when I hear it growl and gargle, I will reply respectfully. I will eat the mushrooms when we order the supreme pizza when you don’t want them. I will kiss the papercuts and the door-slammed fingers, and the corner bumped hip. I’ll try my hardest not to get annoyed when you whisper questions and comments in my hear when we watch movies together. I’ll let you win at wrestling…sometimes. I will send you random text messages and leave you silly gifts whenever I want to or whenever I think you need one. I will check your tire pressure and remind you to take your car in. I will be sappy but only when it’s necessary. I will be serious when you need me to be. I will hold your hand. I will watch sports but cuddle up and watch a movie with you even when the Lakers are on. I will teach you to play video games so we can do things together. I will pray for you constantly for everything you do in life. I will hang out with your family just to see you smile. I will look at you and just smile not saying a thing because you’ll make me that happy. I will love you. I will love you. I will love you."
I wouldn’t be surprised if the first girl I end up dating ends up being the last girl I date. I fall hard for a girl, but I’ll be open and honest with her so she knows to keep me in check so I don’t overdo things and make her feel uncomfortable. I’m excited to see who God has in store for me and I can’t wait to meet her. :D