Hi Friend! i was browsing through your blog and i read your letter to someone. It was beautiful and going though that sucks. That was most certainly me just 4 months ago and I want to led you support. However, I do strongly believe that God created us to be relational beings and that we do need the love and support - other relationships - to heal us. We are attacked and wounded in relationships but we are also healed and restored in them. Talk it though in a safe place with safe people :)
Thank you so much anon! This really means a lot to me. God bless you for being in my life and saying what you have here. :) pray for me please!
Can’t lie to myself and say that I’m a patient man. This past month and a half has been the hardest month of my life. You wonder what is going through someone’s mind all day, you can’t stop thinking about them even though you know it’s only going to hurt more when the time comes to talk. God has definitely been testing me lately and it’s only been with his help and those around me that I haven’t gone completely crazy! Even through this hardship my prayer life has only gotten stronger and I find myself praying randomly throughout the day and just having a conversation with God. I pray for you every day and that everything is going well with you and your exploits. I miss the days we had just a few months ago and even though we haven’t talked in over a month, you still mean the world to me. There are just some things that should never be left unsaid and kept on my heart. Those things are poisonous to a soul and must be talked out with God, for he is the only one who can truly heal us. I will continue to pray for you always and in everything you do.